26 and Blessed

Things happened a lot in my birth month as usual. I've had the third and fourth dates with the guy I'm in love with, who I'm not sure if he feels the same way as I do. My highschool girlfriend Fatin safely gave birth to a really adorable baby boy named Uwais, a well behaved baby he is. My brother Abemi is about to have his second child soon, the most excited people about this is my parents for sure. They kinda hope it's a girl this time around. RMCO been extended until 31st Dec due to never-ending Covid19 issue, I'm happy with that news, secretly hoping it'll extend until next year. Mmm what else, I can't remember. Man, I should've write everything here right away, been procrastinate it 'cause my laptop here acting crayzayh. Oh, Kila and Ayon never failed to celebrate me, this time it's a little bouquet of real chamomile mixed with baby breath that surprised me. Love em lots! Tasnim gave me a 4 different patterns of bracelets in rose gold colour out of nowhere, which she actually never give me anything before. I'm so touched. One more thing, my contract is about to end soon and my senior Vivi already asked me yesterday regarding this. I'm still unsure of what to do. Hmm, really wanna scream my lungs out for help 'cause I'm so bad in making decision for myself.

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Go Steady

My baby brother is married now. I don't know how to feel. Oh wait, I feel the same thing I felt when Abemi got married two years ago. A bit gloomy knowing that my best buddies in the family belong to someone else now. No more joking around over stupid little things. No more making fun of how our parents misspell simple words. No more mocking each other with ugly faces. No more laugh over our clumsy behaviour at certain times. Nonetheless, I still wish a good future for him and Nabila on days ahead. I know he can take a tender care of his lady. Gonna miss you a lot, Boy. Just a heads up, Mama and Ayah already planned out to secretly visit to your house on weekdays when Nabila's at work and you're at home. I guess that's simply a sign they can't seem to let go of their youngest child, yet. I hope you still reach out to me when you have no one else to talk to, or when you're in trouble. I'm always here. Love you.

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