Thursday, July 30, 2020

Negative In Disguise


Looking back few days ago, I was okay. Speaking of which, I had another meet-up with him. He picked me up and I was more calm than before. Been brainwashed myself into thinking that perhaps he's not into me, perhaps what we have here is merely friendship, perhaps he's too good for me, perhaps I'm not good enough for him. So yeah, that explains why my heart beats in deafening silence. But I still like the view of him standing in front of me. Sitting beside me. Smiling mischievously. Speaking confidently. Ordering food for me. But again, I had to remind myself that he's not even mine to keep.

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