My only defense now is to keep my heart guarded, tucked away where no one can merely even touch it, let alone steal it. These past couple weeks, the loneliness of living without somebody's presence have slowly crept around me, bringing me to this place of almost desperation to feel something, anything. I need someone to help me out in making me believe that I can go stronger and further while being together. I keep on telling myself that I will certainly find someone as soon as I'm ready. Even if there is someone making his moves on me now, it's not really the right time to do it. I'm getting over a break up and it seems like it's gonna take too long. I'd be lying if I said that I never thought of crawling my way back to him, loving each other more than before. But the chances of that are obviously astronomically small. I know this is probably the most clunky thing I have ever written, and I've hardly scratched the surface of the situation. I'm not even re-reading what I've just written. I just needed to let my thoughts spew out and put this somewhere, as it's been eating me alive more and more in the past weeks.
Now that you're reading this, do I sound pathetic?
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