He almost got me weak in the knees. Of all the temptations I've faced in my entire life, this one was indeed among the toughest ones that I've battled myself with. It even almost surpassed the food porn that left me drooling. Ok, just kidding. Food porn always on the top of everything, my diet always comes to an end because of it. That can't be helped. Anyway. Thanks to his sincere apology, I'm all relieved now and not holding dark emotions towards him anymore. I just need some time alone, to solve the puzzles in my head, to figure out what I'm capable of and what I deserve for. It gets very confusing everytime I try to think of the most possible way that can make things better. I really have no clue. All that I know is, I'm scared of another failure. I'm scared of what love can do to me. It always gives me more bitter than sweet memories, always.
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