I have lost my Mom. It’s hard to start writing again and it’s even harder to express what I’ve been through. She was so strong, she was a kind hearted person all along. I wished to be by her side all the time no matter how hard it was to see the one I love most battling cancer, how I wish I could do something to wash all her pain away for the past two years. Despites all of our effort to be fully present for her and make her feel that she was not alone in this, Allah is the greatest, Allah loves her most. He took her away from all of us on 28th September 2025. It’s been 3 months now, I still got up missing her so very dearly, hoping I would see her again even in a shortest dream. Ever since she’s gone, there’s a huge hole in my heart, not even my daughter nor my husband could fill the emptiness in it. I want my mom. Mama….oh Mama, alynn rindu Mama. Sarah rindu Mama. I no longer have the benefit of a mother’s doa. I no longer get to talk to my mom. I no longer get to hold her hand and be near her. How very hurtful it is to me. I pray hard so Allah forgives all her sins, protects her from anything bad wherever she is.
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