It's Eid 2nd day. My marriage is slowly falling apart. It's been a month that we were not in good terms. It's really such a shame cuz I really wanted to spend the rest of my life with him if he treated me the right way. We've communicated, but it didn't work. I'm also tired of having to wait for his changes, his efforts, his love and undivided attention. I'm sick of continuously questioning my worth when I'm with him, questioning myself if he truly loves me or not. Cuz apparently all this time, I've been lowering my standards and needs just to meet him halfway. I don't know, I love him but I can't stand it anymore. We could've still Raya together if only he show me efforts consistently to win my heart again, to prove that we could go through everything together. In the end, it's all only a huge disappointment.
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