Have you ever hated youself so much that it makes you wished to be someone else? Well, I do. So many times. I've always wondered why does all this thing happened to me? Why does every beautiful moment have to be so hard for me to own it? Why did I lost them once I'm in love with them with all my heart? Why did I always ruined everything when I didn't even mean any harm? Every questions that lingers in my mind ended with an answer that's explained everything. Because I'm not worth it. Because I don't deserve it. Because I don't have any luck in love. I failed so many times no matter how hard I tried and I'm starting to feel like I don't believe in myself anymore, you know. Last night was the night I confronted him with so many stupid questions about the mini project LI. Believe me, that was just a cover up, a very lame move I must say. I only curious about one thing, so I did asked him one very last question. "You're never gonna love me again, are you?". And so he said something about we're better off this way. Which means, it's never gonna happen again and there's no more me in his life anymore. So tell me, how do you look at the man that you love and tell yourself it's time to walk away? 'Cause I don't seem like I can do it.
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