Saturday, June 13, 2020

What Rules Again...?

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This is crazy. I remember how I used to have a self-rule of not involving myself with any stranger from online dating site, nor meet them in real life all by myself. But I broke it today. Just thought this could be the chance since my parents weren't home and I don't need to answer all the typical questions a mother would ask in details. It's unnecessary and yeah, I'd like to avoid that. So we met in Bangi Gateway as agreed, my hands were trembling right when I took a seat at my favourite place, waiting for someone to come. Then he came and I got shy, but I kept pretending like I'm cool liddat. Eaaaaasy now. It was nothing much actually, we sat, we ate, played chess for 4 rounds and sneaked a few glances towards each other's eyes. I started thinking he looks good. Blue jeans with black top, just like what I wore.  A new haircut that he got yesterday was a bonus sight for me. He walked side by side with me to upstairs, went to DIY and bought few things. Took a quick smell of his neck, accidentally, believe me. Well I'm not sorry 'cause umph, he smells good. But then we parted our ways and drove home separately. Tsk! I want more of this. You know how stupid I was, that I forgot to take a picture of us together as a memory that I wanted to keep in here. All I have is this mango juice that he bought for me which doesn't taste good at all, but I still keep only the bottle. That'll do.

Wednesday, June 3, 2020

Honeybee

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These thoughts unflattering, all up in my heads again. I don't like myself most when you got slightly hurt by my wrong choice of words. It all came out wrong. I swear my intention was to make you realize how unique you are to me. Physical appearances are no longer a priority as they're all mortal, plus you're one of those men who look better in real eyes. Your way of thinking and your overall personality is what makes me stay the nights. That's all that matters. Your attractive smiles, your evil laughs, cute lips, stupid jokes, your hopeful words that be the reason why I couldn't wait for tomorrow and started wishing you're all mine to treasure. I shall embrace you in my heart, 'cause the chemistry between you and me is too much to just ignored. So glad to know someone like you. Eventhough you could be such a great pain in the ass sometimes.